Why?

shit talaga kanina. hindi ako kapanipaniwala. kasi kanina. a close friend of my mine, bale my bestfriend approached me. tinanong ako. tol? bakit parang iba ka na. hindi lang tayo nagkita nang ilang taon ganyan ka na. e di kilig ako sagad sa bones. imagine he is the hottest guy sa school namin. and to think na kaclose ko rin iyong kapatid niya na kamukha. gosh. i fantasize him everytime i jack off. i dunno nga e. at first parang yeah. pero after i jack off parang may mabigat akong sin na nagawa.

actually i saw his manhood na. it's not that large. mas malaki pa nga iyong akin. nakita ko iyon kasi pinakita niya. sabi niya. oi. pula no. tapos ako naman tingin. mapula nga. tapos amputi pa niya. actually ung ulo lang nakita ko. hehe. tapos tuwing nakajogging pants kami tuwing tirik ung sakanya pinaparamdam niya sa akin. ewan ko ba i think he's gay din. but ayon. it's so small talaga.

am i gay? bisexual na lang. kasi parang it's less nakakahiya.

i know it's hard, but...

i know it's hard, but i have to admit it. i am not a full grown man. and will never be. because forever i'll be stuck on being 3/4 a man and the remaining on being gay. and that makes me a bisexual. you know, it's my choice. from the start palang, i know there's is something wrong about me. i am attracted to girls, yeah. but i am more attracted to guys when it comes sexually. i love girls, but not as much i love boys. GOD! help me. i really don't want myself ending up stoned to death by those putanginang anti-gay.

and what is the difference ba between gay and bisexual. ako kasi, i want to be buff and lean and have a great bod. and i want my masculinity not to be taken away by my choice of gender. i don't want to have boobs. or even the female genitalia. all i want is to have bigger penis and to have great ass. but some gay really want to have big boobs and stuff.

can you please tell what my gender is. i'm not gay for sure, but maybe...

help me. am i bisexual or what???